Saturday, May 23, 2009

Don't break his heart


Don't you break his heart again
You will never win
Just keep going on and on
one day is still a sin

Ship has sailed, this love will fail
there's chaos in our thoughts
Flipped on heads and then you're dead
You're just like chasing moths

Drag me to the dividend
of earth then break away
Dance with me around the ash
and let the warmth remain

But hold it close and clutch the underbelly so
I'm going boldly from the place you'll never know
It's certain there's a question if I'm high or low
I'll blame it on way the water rocks the boat

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Last Rites

Under your skin,
there is nothing
but the bones you'll break
All around
out in the aether
you are one with fate

Overcoat
open or closed
Is it cold, my dear?
Underworn,
this world is bigger
than you think it be.

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I am losing my own mind to the devils of the times
when all I'd ever do was right
It's something of a rush to see the imperfections
in yourself and wonder why
today will never die, until the lights of break
do shake the dark to morrow

I am behind
everybody
that's ever left me
Exit home
saving a part
of all the ones you see

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In the second
you will live
for him and only him
Every one
thereafter, life
will slowly slide to death.

Pull in, Draw Back, Repeat.


Time gave back nothing that it took from me
High is the sky when you feel so small
Little roses on her cheeks
Only her eyes would speak so sweet to me

The worst things
will be all your grace
The first things
will never leave the days

The snake in Garden God will break you slow
all you wish to steal and to have and hold
and it goes, unceasing gravity, it pulls
the ground below releasing all your heat

The worst things
are writ on your face
The first things
you hide behind every trace

Breathe in the fear
When the demon's at bay
Breathe for the year
never breathing again
Breathe in the fear
when the beast is at bay
Breathe in the air
so that nothing is said

And not so much the pull as much as draw
If there was ever a body by the walk
Running for a home she found in me
all that I could do was let it be; relief

Sunday, May 17, 2009

What did you want to say?

Can't offend you with my lonely words
Won't defend the only world you love
Days will turn themselves away from me
lighting other souls that will not wreck

I cannot be one in body, blood
the unsaid things to come will melt the sun
End the war on terrors of the night
there's nothing to be scared of when you're blind

I'm sorry, but this haunts me every day
the fact that I will kill the usual way
the love that never came and got away
A perfect masterpiece of DNA

What did you want to say?

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Wrap Your Hands in Sun


You're a pretty girl
and you don't even know it, so
Here I go, and there
is no more distance between

I'll wrap your hands in sun, and then
if you're still cold we'll take our plans
like older sands on beaches that we've never been

But hurry, darling dear, I find
we're running out our precious time
your words will live until the sun falls over them

So turn off the sun
and let the night be won over
so shadows do collide
with light so they won't stay

Scare me, your scars don't show
when and whereever you go
Tainted by the life that I would steal
for one moment to feel..

She, Nymph


Sometimes I think about Electra, the most beautiful,
about her flawless body,
her burning smile,
her melting gaze,
her still-long, ever changing red hair,
and the way her face lit up last time I saw her.
But it wasn't because she saw me that she was smiling;
no, it was because she wore a mask
that the boys fell in love with,
like a black hole of nothingness
sucking in every part of you,
against every part of you.

Sometimes I think about Calypso, the seductress,
about her shortness,
her cute, natural smile,
her seemingly innocent gaze,
her once-long, now short, blonde hair,
and the way her face used to light up every time I saw her.
But it wasn't because she saw me that she was smiling;
no, it was because she too wore a mask
that made you feel as if you were the center of everything
but really she reversed the effect;
she only played until she got what she wanted.
She loved you as far as she could throw you.

Sometimes I think about Daphne, the unobtainable,
about her slim build,
her enchanting smile,
her blush-inducing gaze,
her once-long, now short, brown hair,
and the way her face lit up every time I saw her.
But with wasn't because she saw me that she was smiling;
no, it was because she wore the mask
that the I, unwillingly, fell in love with
because she was unobtainable
and she was incapable of loving me.
But a brother, but a friend;
yet not a brother nor a friend.

Suzerain

can't get close to you
resolution broke in two
I'm not your suzerain
never left the place I've been

try to close you off
how many until i'm not?
so much for humanity
what I am is not where you'll be

i made you this way
yeah i've got one thing to say
straighten up your ways
pull me out and let me away

I'm your giving tree, hey
you take and take and take
how long 'til i'm gonna break?

I won't be a thing
I won't be your thing
I'm tired of killing me

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Smile from the streets untold

Didn't see you there
are you still yourself?
Smile from the streets untold
every day you're wandering
further and further into cold
Now look at what you've done.

Open up your arms
let the warming come
Out of space in my own mind
into something more adventurous
more than you could say.
If only you could stay...

I will take
this world
and break if it
means that
much to
you.


Time and time again
I will take you down,
leave your clandestines behind
you are nothing more than
the soul you bear, the life to share
is only for so long...

I will take
this world
and break if it
means that
much to
you.

Didn't see you there
I am not myself
Smiling from the streets you hold
every day you're wandering
further and further from the light
I'm trying not to fight

I will take
this love
and break if it
doesn't seem
much to
you.